specially in this one.
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Arghhh! Where do I get these???????
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It just suddenly hit me today! I HAVE AN APARTMENT! hahahhaa! now I can’t believe it! its in the heart of Hell’s Kitchen (midtown west). Last night I couldn’t sleep cause I wasn’t sure if i got a good deal or not, but I did seal the deal before 5pm yesterday. Then last night I got to think the different “what if” scenarios. Ok I got it in a good deal but the only catch for now is its on the 5th floor! hahaha! (fucking legwork) Then I got to think about ghosts… what if somebody died there? Then I got to think… what if… Me myself dies in that apartment? (for some reason) nobody would be able to find me cause I’m all alone in the city on the 5th floor apartment of a pre war bldg!? I seriously couldn’t sleep and I had a panic attack. I texted my boyfriend about it and the worst thing was… I was dead tired! but not a blink of sleep came! I ran arounf midtown most of the day looking at apartments with different brokers, got lost thrice on the subway! (google maps was misleading) Then I had to run to the bank for bank checks! then back to my broker’s office. After that, I had to go to school to meet up with my team to do a location hunting for our ‘chase’ scene. I got caught up in one of the worst places to be during rush hour (grand central terminal), I had to fight my way to the subway stairs had to do hang onto dear life inside the cart. So I finally arrive at USQ, then I realize I’m dizzy as hell cause I forgot to have anything to eat for the whole day. So after we ate… We went to downtown at Wallstreet to hunt for alleys with enough amout of streetlights… So going back to my apartment. I’m fucking happy now! but I have 2 other problems. I get the keys by friday… I have shoot on friday&saturday. Then my turn to be director would be on Tuesday. I still have to paint, buy and move in (carry all the way to the 5th floor!) furniture, have someone hook up the elctricity and internet and airconditioning… so that when my mom comes over It’ll all be set. In the middle of all of that!!! I have to find 2 more locations for my shoot next tues… hold an audition for actors, meet up with my cinematographer, and line up my crew.
I’m just wondering… would I be able to pull it off!??? all of this before the 11th.
sa mga panahon na ganito.
Pag stress, wala sa mood, walang pera, walang magawa… at lalo na pag walang maisip na matatawag ng karamihan na “Brilliant” e eto yung mga panahon na napapaisip kung ano kayang nangyari kung nag adik na lang ako? nakakamiss din pala yung mga panahon na inaatupag ko lang e pag iinom at pagddrugs. Problema ko lang noon kung san ako kkuha ng stash ko at kung anong kakainin ko pag naghahanap na yung katawan ko ng pagkain.
